it's 11:52pm

family comes with instilled expectation

instilled obligations

or at least mine do

to me

to me, family has unconditional love

unconditional care

always there no matter what

that weekly call

on sunday to make sure

i’m attending church

that i am ok

as an introvert

all these totems are more

important

than

ever

who else would be there

but what if these totems are farce

what if i’m a product

of poor quality

beings

and

i

am

poor quality

too

it’s 11:52pm